a stepping stone

begining of a new year..

2011-01-05T10:11:00.000-08:00

Going through my old posts i suddenly realized that they sound rather immature..every time I start writing I decide to write something important, but it always ends up with a useless blabbering of an equally useless topic. well since I'm at the beginning of a new year let me try and make a difference here..

topic for today is ...(god this is tough)...why don't I just be myself and talk about things that have crossed my mind recently..back on the usual track..time for some happy memories of the year 2010. met a group of unique and wonderful individuals..made me feel like I belong somewhere after a long long time. well there's also the other place I've always belonged to..n that alone is more than enough for me,..but this meeting of strangers -who became -friends is quite nice too..they are not a replacement for my girls back home but an addition to my hopefully-life long friendships. I've heard that every person you meet in life is there for a reason. well even though my better sense says that I alone is responsible for my destiny-if there is such a thing, I do secretly think that everything happens in a predetermined way..I'm not saying A superior entity must have made it like that..but universe has its own plan for everything, doesn't it?

This might sound weird but I miss going to the university. I miss my girls. u girls rock:) I miss the rush of exams, last minute assignments, javi's tea, the studying..i miss being in class, getting the grades and the bitching;)

I and my good friend sumi and my better half became big fans of how i met your mother:D

love all the characters..robin, lily,marshal, ted, BARNEY!!! and oh the new show 'outsourced' despite the criticism is quite funny. yes, Indian men and women are stereotyped but c'mmon its funny. in every comedy there will be an injured party..these days you rarely see comedy without some party being offended. so suck it up is all we can do.

this is getting quite long..so may be it's time for a little break..so till next time..adios!

2010-04-16T10:32:00.000-07:00

food ...

its 1.35 and i haven't had a proper meal yet. feeling quite out of touch with the whole blog writing, here I am typing away my thoughts on food. The picture is of a plate of thai fried rice. looks a lil chinese too doesn't it? well chinese doesnt even come close to this plate of heaven. Thai food has been a favorite of mine since the first time I tried it. All you people out there U havn't eatn nothin if u havnt tried thai:)
poor writing due to lack of meals..

back from the woods..hehe

2009-05-19T19:28:00.000-07:00

back from the woods? well couldn't think of a better metaphor...finally found the good ole blog...
well so much has happened in the world since the last time i wrote in this..a new black president, an end to a terrorist group...well the reoson i decided to start writing again is because i suddenly got all these opinions about what's happening around the world n also wanted an outlet for my movie comments. the latter first...the past few months i think i watched enough movies to make it up to myself for all the times i couldn't do it..the picture is from a movie called malena..i jus loved it and also became a fan of this belluci lady. sadly there wasnt much about the salfaro guy on the internet...he is really good in the movie im telling you...mature...funny kid...well anyways its a sad movie..it also had some funny stuff in it..making a sad movie with funny stuff is a talent...another sad movie with funny elements would be Lolita at first glance i thought it would just be another cheap s-- movie but it turned out to be a good one. there were moderate scenes jus enough to convey the message which is commendable. well anyways i gotta tell that so many actors n actresses were added to my favourites list the past few months. well you already know one: monica belluci, then there's james mcavoy, robert de niro, beyonce, n oh daniel radcliffe, emma watson, n rupert grint ofcourse, then jennifer aniston, joey in friends, n many more...well i think i should take a lil break now n write about more important issues the next time as im kinda sleepy. jus one thing more...im really dissapointed in all the beautiful women who dnt think twice before posing for nude pics. ladies dnt sell your whole selves for money im telling ya..it aint worth it.
readers pls dnt think i dnt bother enough with using capitals. i jus cant be bothered..its too cumbersome.

another bad day?/stereo typing..

2008-06-15T06:29:00.000-07:00

every morning as soon as i wake up, i hav this unfortunate gift of knowing wt kind of a day lies ahead...if i din hav enuf sleep the previous nyt for example.. im gna hav a bad day today...if i sleep too much also the same result.

today's post isnt gna be one of my best coz i aint in my best mood...lost the fone chip then baby's outta town..(sigh)

have u ever wondered y some people start disliking u at first glance itself..i hav often thought abt it...u mayb from the same race, same religion n same class , but despite all these , the other person myt decide to hate u...

this is wt i think happens. people stereo type u based on ur looks.for example some of my good friends hav told me that b4 they got to knw me they used to think that im an arrogant, rude, nerdy person.

well this is my point ..if u stereo type people like that ull miss the chance to meet n get to knw a lot of good people...

so never ever try to evaluate a person based on looks only..its hard i knw coz we r so used to doing that n many a times we may hav guessed ryt too.but, looks dnt really matter coz we always hav to deal with a person's qualities more than looks!

lookin good?

2008-06-11T05:29:00.000-07:00

looking good ...does it conquer all? y do most of us spend so much money on looking good?my personal beleif which may sound stupid: looking ur best can make u happy, confident n a winner.but u shd b satisfied with ur ' best' too.

i spend half of my money on clothes.sometimes more than half..but y..mayb its a personality flow..but one which i welcome dearly even though my head doesnt approve of it..

its human nature to like n appreciate beautiful things..mayb thats y..or is it the inner beleif that everybody's gonna love us if we look good?or in other words is it the secret desire to be liked by people? reminds me of something i learnt in developemental psychology..(oh well i hav done some quite interesting subjects not really relevant to my field of study..well dats American education for u)well back to wt i learnt..i remember some psychologist saying that we all pass a certain stage in our childhoods when we follow a certain golden boy rule..ws it mr sigmond?not sure..dnt think so.. any how wt i think is some of us hu r so concerned abt the way we look r still following a certain adult version of the same golden boy rule..btw how sexist is it to call it golden boy? y not golden girl..lol..or golden child?

well anyway, back to the main topic n a lil advice from me..never stop caring about the way u look..i mean never stop trying to make urself beautiful inside n out..but dnt make it an obsession too..n always try to look ur best coz itll never go in vain.when u feel pretty n confident (here, i dnt mean u hav to look like aishwarya rai, but rather, accept ur looks n improve them by means of style, inner beauty, good diet, excersise, ryt amount of cosmetics etc)

ull feel the whole world is urs...

a lil some thing abt the picture now.it symbolizes the power of looking ur best!hehehe

happiness...

2008-06-07T07:12:00.000-07:00

how do we keep ourselves happy???

wt do we need to keep ourselves happy??
is love alone enough..food?
music?friends? a combination or none of these?
well since its my blog ill tell u how i keep myself happy..im a person who appreciate small things in life n dat more than anything has helped me to keep myself happy...
laughter brings happiness..but when happiness is dare only, u can laugh at something..ryt?well a good sense of humor also helps..knowing that u arnt alone helps..knowing that u have people u can count on helps..knowing that good things are ahead of u can keep u happy...n more than anything else if u r content with life n its small surprises( to be content u shd be able to accept life n its ups n downs whole heartedly)then u can be a happy person..oh yes satisfaction with life, the fact that u are alive itself can bring u happiness... but only if u r willing...so wts d ultimate secret of happiness..i think its positive thinking..so friends beleive that wtever happens it happens for the good..n dnt worry abt ur past n future..live today n do something that will help ur tommorrow be a better one..

lazy!!!

2008-06-06T05:06:00.000-07:00

i feel listless n lazy n disorganized n negative..can anybody help me distract myself a lil...wt wud i really like to do to distract myself???how about a movie..a bit of shopping that always ends up to be a mega shopping trip...a get together with friends...how about a chat with my baby...hus btw snoring away in that darling way he has..

wt can i do...as usual my pc is my only buddy at a time like this..it used to be books but now ive acquired a laziness that makes me select the internet over books..how sad...

now a totally different topic..the fairy

diva in the picture looks so cool doesnt she..thts y i decided to put her here even though she isnt relevant to the contents of this post..

wish i was her or she was my guardian angel..hehe

jus another day?

2008-05-28T03:58:00.000-07:00

today's my dad's bday...my poor darling dad is growing old...wish i cud hold back the years...i still can remember how he used to take me to school...dose days will never come back..but that's life..isnt it..i wonder wt it feels like to be older than 50...half a decade..i used to think i knew more than my dad when i was an arrogant little brat n my dad was still patient with me..dat alone shows the depth of love he has for me..

today's post is a dedication to parents who go through so many hard ships to raise us annoying kids hehe...u guys rock!!!

posture?

2008-05-26T06:41:00.000-07:00

nothing beats a denim n a t shirt! as soon as i typed it i questioned myself if this is true...well it is, i think up to a very good extent.but correct posture is wt determines the beauty of any dress on any body.

even the prettiest gown wont do u justice or the other way around if ur posture isnt good.so people..i mean my dear readers stand well n correctly n ull carry off even the ugliest sack in style..maybe not a sack but well u knw wt i mean ryt?

other than correct posture wt do u think makes us stand out from the rest..well the second place goes to confidence.self assuarence in other words.if u have that my dears, then half the battle's won..coz it counts for a lot.a lot more than u think.

now imagine going to an interview in a smart dress.firstly whethr or not u r confident they wont knw by jus looking at u..the first impression will be in the way u appear ryt?then if u got correct posture 10 marks for u before u even begin to speak.so guys remember this at all times..stand smart n ull fool them all.. hehe..in life ive noticed this to be true in more than one instance.a lot of smart guys live among us who rnt really smart in the head..jus like some pretty gals with no brains wut so ever.so look smart if u wanna b smart even if u rnt really smart!

i need motivation!!!

2008-05-26T06:16:00.000-07:00

hey ..i never thought that ill be doing something like this but surprise surprise im d proud owner of a blog viewed so far atleast by me hehe..not bad..not bad at all...in no time at all ill be inviting people to view it..now let me think of some interesting issue to write about..interesting issue??what can i possibly write about..calm down women coz only u n a few of ur friends n ofcourse ur man are gna c this attempt of urs at becoming a hot shot writer.hehe!so first thing calm down n dnt think anybody's trying to evaluate u based on this..oh no this is rather pathetic..isnt it..nono..positivity, only can help me get through this..hang on !

y not write about face book n its many interesting n not so interesting applications..well it seems to me that face book is growing day by day..Gone are the Hi5 days..which i never really found this intersting anyway...maybe dat's due to the fact that i din hav a pc of my own dose days to hang out with me thru out the day n oh i din hav dis much of time for idling too...

well anyway one thing about me u shd knw my dear readers..is dat i get tired of things pretty easily..but i ges dats also natural..when there's no motivation hu can expect not to get tired.for eg if not many people start viewing this blog soon, i myt stop posting altogether.

it feels like im not taking this seriously enuf.writing for an audience is a responsiblity n i shdnt waste thier time or mine by writing about noncense with no particular sense of direction.but seriously i love to free write like this..so mayb ill start the serious writing, once the readers come one by one hehe...

a stepping stone?

2008-05-26T01:53:00.000-07:00

friends..,to be very honest i dnt really know exactly why i want to do this..well that sounds lame.. doesnt it? but i beleive in honesty so let me stick to that..my inspiration was fathha..a friend of my sister's..she too has a blog which she maintains so beautifully n when she got me to read it ..i thought why not i too start something worthwhile like that since im not doing anything interesting at the moment, which in other words mean that im jobless at the moment n well..pretty much bored too.

maybe ill use this as a diary or i too will write on different topics like my friend..

anyhow let me tell u a little about my writing background..well apart from writing letters to my best friends from school n my boy friend i dont have much of a writing history..but since ive been an addict to reading from a very young age i beleive that im able to write, and i have written rather interesting pieces occasionally.

i first got the idea of starting my own blog during the time my grandma passed away..well it was a sad occasion but sort of a relief too coz she's no longer suffering. well dat got me thinking..there are somethings i want to tell u guys about her..she was a pretty lady.she married my grandpa n got 10 children but i wonder if she was ever really happy..perhaps a little too late to wonder that..ryt?one thing i fail to understand is the psychology of a child who grows up to have his or her own family n ignores the parents totally.i jus dnt knw how this is done.no guilty conscience?

well some of the aunts n uncles of mine are not gonna be pleased with that line but i cudnt help saying that.well i myself am guilty too.but they are more guilty than me i guess.if u think im confusing you ill stop that topic.

i have lots of things to write about but let me not put all my eggs in one basket.ill write about them tommorrow, day after tommorrow n the day after that too hopefully!!hehe

so for now let me take my leave..adios!